it has been 8days

8 long, miserable and very hard days since my heart was broken. 8 days since my world changed forever. I count the hours of the days as they pass, i sleep and think to myself that if it werent for phillip and chloe i would wish that i wouldnt wake up. 8 days and its not getting any easier. I dont see it getting any easier anytime soon. Everyday is just as hard to deal with as the last, and everyday i feel just as i did yesterday. Maybe someday the pieces of my heart and life will come back together, or maybe they wont. i guess only time will tell