Is this a rational though? NO, but it is what i think/feel.
Avery is sick, she is congested and sounds terrible. She sounds like she is losing her voice, her poor little cry sounds like a wounded kitten. That said, I really am afraid to fall asleep. I feel like if i fall asleep something is going to happen and Avery is going to stop breathing. I can't stop myself from thinking that, so I can't sleep. So here I sit, typing my blog and watching my daughter sleep in my lap so that I can make sure she is breathing.
Sigh, somedays i really miss being completely oblivious of how bad things really can be.
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